38+1day

salam, today I m already at 38/52+1/7. nd has been on trendate almost 2 weeks at 100 mg tds. Apart from last week when I took MC , this week I ve been active, went to office as usual. Dr. R did not think I need any MC. His confidence cheered me though. Baby alhamdulillah has been wriggling around with head down. InsyaAllah next week will be the final week. But we plan, Allah knows best. I hope everything will go smoothly. Of course deep inside I m scared. Yeh, giving birth is a battle, life or death. Along the pregnancy i ve been reading the Quran constantly, but lately I finished surah Maryam, either daily or every other day. Probably if i m younger I would have hafal the ayat...but what to say...neural degeneration...ha ha. And I m almost 'fed up' waiting for the baby too pop up, kemaruk nak dukung baby, that i sometimes just google baby images..to satisfy my urge to have this baby out..ha ha again. Tak sabar..tak sabar, nak peluk baby sometimes I feel that I neglected the others..sorry guys not purposely done , mama is just full, tight, tired ...So wait till next week..insyaAllah, insyAllah, permudahkanlah laluan ini Ya Allah. Sempurnakan lah anak ini ya Allah, Selamatkan perjalananku ini ya Allah....ameen